No more school!! I'm so happy J but I think that this new "freedom" needs some time to really settle in. Whenever I get home, I feel like I should be doing homework. Then I realize that I don't have ANY homework because SCHOOL IS OVER.
It's really weird though. This time last year, I'd be having nightmares about not finishing homework (what a nerd "nightmare"). In one dream, I had about 30 pages of math, and I had to create a storybook, also for math (lol what?), all in one night. I wrote something Peter Pan themed, I think LOL.
But anyway, I woke up. Then when I started getting more conscious, I was like OMG, I still have so much homework to do… Then I realized that school was over and I had no homework.
During my exams, I was constantly studying. When I wasn't, I felt as if I should have been. But really… you can only really study so much before everything just slides out of focus and you start to read the same line over and over again. That was a ginormous sentence right there. Sorry… even I can't really read it.
It kind of scares me, how much school takes over our lives. Or my life, I don't know about you. I feel like I'm always worrying about this assignment or that essay, or this test or that project. During the school year, I never really relax. And then… after school ends, I feel so weird. I seriously hate school L I'm constantly stressed, and I don't realize that until the year ends.
I even got shingles in like… March or something. I'm FIFTEEN.
Stress is too muchL
~ Elizabeth