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“for i am forever changing”

I can see clearly now the rain has gone

Tuesday, June 28, 2011 || 8:13 PM

I'm glad about what happened today.

I don't know the details, or even what really happened.

But still;

I just wanted to say that I think what you did today was a good thing. Also, that it must've taken a lot of courage and humility from you that I never knew you had. I have to commend you for taking that step.

Two thumbs up for youuuuu ;)

Confused???

Nope, not any more.

Sigh ~~ being a girl is difficult

Friday, June 24, 2011 || 7:16 PM

Being a girl sure is difficult (btw, I almost spelled "sure" as "shure" ... hey, school's out).

I think it's so hard to keep fit! My arms, as everyone knows, are very flabby LOL

Online, I searched how to slim down arms. On one website, the first tip was "wear tank tops". Their reasoning was that wearing tank tops that show off your arms will make you more motivated to slim them down, hahahahahaha.

I've also searched "components of a healthy breakfast" online.
What I got was:

low fat dairy (i.e. milk or yogurt)
But problem is, I don't eat dairy...
healthy carbs like whole wheat toast (BORING!)
fruit (berries are best)
protein, like eggs. Only, I hate eggs by itself. Like, I'll eat eggs scrambled in rice... but not by itself

Wow, what a boring breakfast.

I like really sweet stuff for breakfast, haha. Not eggs and bacon and sausages... ewww. I'll eat bread or congee I guess... But the bread has to have like... peanut butter or jam (or condensed milk ! ^^) and the congee has to have the um... fried cow tongue donut (LOOOOL). Though I almost never have congee for breakfast and fried stuff like that. So I'm not really that unhealthy.

I usually eat cereal. Very sweet, hehe. But I eat grown up cereal, not Fruit Loops! And it has a lot of fibre ^^ Um but a lot of sugar :(

Oh well, it's yummy.

And that explains my flabby arms.

Exams

Monday, June 20, 2011 || 6:26 PM

Tomorrow, exams start.

I have chemistry and music.

Chemistry has been my lowest mark in high school so far, less even than math. (Probably because chem has so much math incorporated into it...) I have studied so much.

Still... even if I get 100 in tomorrow's exam, my mark will still only be 85. Which I guess ties into my math and French marks... OMG don't tell anyone hahahaha...

...

... that wasn't even funny :(

Sigh... I don't want to study anymore. I don't want to practice for music.... Oh well. Too bad.

... I know that I'm going to end up practicing anyway lol

My Future Husband

Wednesday, June 15, 2011 || 6:36 PM

My future husband... I wonder who he'll be.

I need so many things from him. :/

Let's get the obvious out of the way: gentle, kind, funny, loving, sweet, etc...

And it has to last. He can't be gentle, kind, funny, loving, sweet for the first year and then turn into a total meaniepoop.

I also need him to be very ambitious and intelligent. If I want commit to a career that I like, I know that it cannot possibly earn enough money for me. So, my husband will have to support us by earning a lot of money. Hehe, I wrote this in my previous blog post too. (I guess I'm always thinking about my future now ~~ )

I want my husband to have already gone to all the places I've gone. Like... travelled all the places I've travelled to, simply because I don't want to go there again. Like I said before, I want my honeymoon on Prince Edward Island. I don't want to go to ... Venice or whatever. (I wouldn't mind going to Paris again if he's rich enough though. But he can't huff and puff about going to all the museums and stuff...). Also, he has to like travelling because, nevertheless, I do like to travel.

I hope he doesn't want an outrageous amount of kids. My maximum actually is two. Kids are expensive and pregnancy hurts!

My husband cannot be clingy. I don't want to spend every single moment with him. Sorry, but sometimes I like to be alone too (not in the sad way though haha).

He has to be very easy going. He shouldn't get mad easily.

But then again, I don't want him to be scared of getting mad at me.

I don't want us to have a superior/inferior style relationship. I want us to be equals. He can't be controlling.

My husband should have a lot of friends. He should also be very good at making friends.

I ask for a lot, but what do I have? I want so much, but what can I give?

Hahaha, that's for me to know and you to find out!

money makes the world go round

Monday, June 6, 2011 || 7:31 PM

I really want a job to make money :)

The other day, I went to Sobeys and asked them if they were hiring. This girl said that they were really stuffed on hours (or something like that) and that people were only getting about 4 hours a week. And I thought to myself, PERFECT!

Hehe, because I'm lazy :P

I guess I can't make money if I'm lazy.

Money is a sad sad thing :(

I can't find a job that I can realistically get (when I'm out of school) that makes good money. Or that I actually would want to do for the rest of my life.

So I must find a wealthy husband. Or somebody who is very very intelligent and has good ambitions (i.e. someone who is determined to win the lottery... LOL nono, I mean someone is is willing to work hard and become a lawyer or doctor, etc.)

I am thinking that if my husband makes a lot of money, I can become whatever I want without worrying about whether or not I earn enough money.

... Oh, I feel so greedy. >:D