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What a Different Life
Saturday, August 27, 2011 || 9:53 PM
My life is different now (?)
I'm starting my last year of high school in three days. Or four. (I think. I never know how to count days. Do I count today? Do I count the actual day? ...)
What am I going to do this year? Who will be in my classes? (WHEN WILL MY LUNCH BE?)
I need to start thinking about universities. And what I'm actually going to study (-_-")
And I also need to start thinking about money. I need a job! (They always say "You can't start a sentence with "and". WELL I BEG TO DIFFER)
WJ, I applied to Old Firehall today. Your manager said they were fully staffed, pout pout. So sad.
But I saw Mabel, happy happy <3
(YEAH THAT'S RIGHT. I STARTED A SENTENCE WITH "BUT". OOH YEAH)
I've been saying "eh" often. It started in August.
And I've been spelling "yeah" as "yah" and "aw" as "awh".
This is Candy's fault.
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I feel like ever since I decided to stop saying stuff like.. um... well you know what I always used to say. And WJ still says it but uses "sexy" instead. So you know what I'm talking about now, hahaha.
Well anyway, I feel like I've been suppressing myself or something (ew).
It's been really weird and different. There are always situations where I feel like it would be appropriate to stick it in (though I know many people would disagree, heh) but then catch myself and it sort of dies in my throat.
And I feel like even though I've stopped saying stuff like that... the misconception of me is still there. Like nobody can get over it or something.
But, man, you should know, I'm as deep as the Mariana trench. And I realize that that "man" stuck in there is really awkward.
Ok. Revise: But, homedawg, you should know, I'm as deep as the Mariana trench.
Heh.
Oh wait, is that even allowed in my new "way" of speaking? I won't say anything that reflects me in a positive way, gooosshh. So nitpicky.
Re-revise: I'm as deep as anything with average depth.
Heh. Again.
